ALERT! IJUS NOTICED IMISPELLED. . .

deuce!!!

all diz tym i've been mispellin "deuce." see @ 1st iwaz uh lil distraught by duh fact dat ispelled it wrong! now im lyk oh well. . .wtf?

ido wish icud change it. duh funny thing iz dat ispelled it correctly in mah graphic, bt spelled it wrong on duh blog url. dat sucks! ican always change duh damn graphic bt duh url iz here 4 lyf! ithink. ugh.

bt itz ok. spelled wrong or rite, mah blog is still duh shhhhhyt. haha;)

iDNT REALLY GIVE UH FUK MA IM ONLY GETTIN OLDER

SO MAH MOM HAS DESE DUM ASS RULES. CLEARLY SHE THINKS IM 13 NOT 16!!!! BT W/E.

SO HERES WAT DEY LOOK LYK:

NO PHONE AFTER 12. . .HOUSE PHONE OR CELL

NO PHONE AFTER 10 ON SKOOL NITES:
-wtf? idnt get on duh phone till 9 on skool nites, igot so much wrk 2 do!

NO TLKN 2 BOYS ON DUH PHONE OR TXTN DEM:
-soooooooooo u want me 2 be gay now?

NO DATING:
-idnt date neway. hmmph. igo out. & since no boy wants me, idnt even do dat! itlk 2 boys. (which icnt do btw)

NO MAKEUP:
-not lyk ineed it, but ilook supah prettier wif it on.

NO FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE:
-dats lyk mah lyf. mah only outside communication wif duh ppl ikno @ skool. how df am isupposed 2 live wifout it?




does diz sound lyk rules 4 uh 16 year old? hell no! sounds lyk rules 4 uh 16 year old doomed 2 be gay/antisocial/low self-esteemed gurl!

im too real 4 diz shyt!

DISS ME DEN CRAWL BAK (no cb/graffiti)

mah reality jus hit df outta me:

so im single(not jus 4 2nite, no wayne). & icnt & neva will find uh boy who really lyks me. uh boy who ireally lyk bak. uh boy dat will fall in love wif me & love me. uh boy dat ilove unconditionally & can understand dat.

&& it jus dawned on me(no nicki minaj) dat duh one icare about dgaf about me. idk y he eva fuked wit me. idk y he eva told me he love me. idk y he cums bak into mah lyf & den leaves out of it. ipromised mahself diz shyt wudnt continue & ibasically fought against it. all iwant iz 2 be dat gurl. duh one dat u cnt ur mind off of. duh one wif duh title [friend] bt deep down u kno itz much "more than that."


bt umm, part of mah new year resolution iz too fuk off. esp. wen shyt gets hard.
im too real 4 diz shyt. =)

BEST DAMN CHRIS BROWN SONG ON DUH ALBUM!

i'll go

♥felt

UPDATE ON MAH LOVE.LYF

FACT: istill dnt hav uh love lyf.

so wat happened wif dat post about option 1 & option 2?

option 1: he ughhh not cumin @ me duh way iwant em to. so iquit.

option 2: must not love me lyk he claim he DID. othawise he'd realize dat we NEED 2 stay friends. mah lyfs borin without him. iusually fall bak on him wen idnt hav otha boys 2 tlk to. ugh. dat sucks. not sayin iuse him, bt he's always dere @ duh rite time. & in diz case. . .itz duh rite time & he aint there. itxtd him on christmas btw. isent him duh same txt isent evrybody. lol. maybe ishuda been more direct towards him cuz idef didnt get uh reply, but he shoulda took dat shyt & ran wit it. idnt mistakenly txt sumbody who ineva txt or neva txts me @ dat. he know me betta & if he wants 2 tlk 2 me den he wud hit me up iguess.

so basically gotta live mah lyf lonely 4 duh moment. sucks dat ihave uh phone wif unlmtd. txt & pix & nobody 2 send em too. ugh. wats wrong me? itz gurls out here dat im prettier than & istill dnt tlk 2 nobody or hav uh bf! yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???

jeez. iwouldve lykd dat boy 4 christmas =(



duece. . .

iDESERVE DIZ SHHHHH. . .

so idef did get evrythang iwanted 4 christmas. . .lol.

igot

1. mah rumor 2 phone-old 2 u. new 2 me. ilove it!


2. dat skirt iwanted plus more clothes


3. those boots and chucks iwanted plus more shoes


4. uh mp3 stereo-as icall it.


5. uh mini dresser 4 jewelry-duh jewelry ijus threw away. ugh!

bt otha den dat. im happy!

MERRY FRIGGIN CHRISTMAS=)

so idnt hav nun 2 tlk about yet bt jus so u kno wat im doin rite now:

tlkin 2 bloo on duh phone & we watchin dat drake spoof- funkmasterflex.

it neva gets old. . .




he makes drake look sooooo dum. . .lol. sooo not duh case.

IT ALL COMES SPILLIN OUT LYK IHIT UH VEIN.

so wat do ihav 2 say? duh truth & nun bt duh truth. so u tell me dat u dnt care about me. doubt it. if ur eyes arent focused on me den wtf r u lookin at? lol. yeah, iam lookin @ u wen u KNOW iam. & yeah ido love u. yeah ido miss u. as uh friend. cuz u waz bout duh realest friend ihad. & maybe cuz we kno each otha betta den anybody else does, our friendship wrks. except wen sex gets involved. u shudnt eva bring it up if u gon fake cuz u kno im jus as real as it gets. bt wat iz it dat forces u 2 stop tlkn 2 me evrytym things get complicated. only ppl wif feelinz hide 4rm dem. u say u hav no feelinz, wats ur excuse?

u already kno icnt be mad @ u 4eva & wat isay wen im angry iz neva how ifeel completely. jus how ifeel @ duh moment.

& jus so u kno, icnt move into duh new year without not tlkn to u. im txtn u christmas day. (if iget mah phone bak)

be prepared. ♥

CHRISTMAS EVE EVE. GIMME UH BOY 4 CHRISTMAS SANTA!

so im in dire need 4 sum testosterone attention. . .lyk im effin desperate.

ways to solve dat?

1. icud sit & wait around 4 duh boy dat ilyked 2 lyk me bak.



2. or icud jus go bak 2 duh one dat iloved?

im thinkin ilyk option 2. option 1 aint comin around no time soon & he's really irkin mah fukin nerves. i've neva been COMPLETELY rejected 4rm uh boy. eitha he lyks me AND wants 2 fuk, or he wants to fuk AND doesnt lyk me lyk dat. in option one's case? itz neitha! wth iz hiz problem? itz drivin me beserk! ithink ima jus hav 2 rape em. lol. take it how u want it.


so not dun wit diz post!

DRAKE SONG OF DUH WEEK. . .

can't hide freestyle


((duh pic aint throwback. lol. kinda new.))




if u dk diz shhhhh. go to google & type it in. itz too real. ilove it. one of mah favs. evrytym ilisten to it ifall in love wif diz nigga all ova again. ughhhh. & itz duh song of duh week cuz im currently freestylin over it. yez irap & im damn gud @ it. be on duh lookout 4 me in duh nxt couple years. no surveillance plz=)


eff google. u can hear it here. lol.

Y-M. . .Muthaf***er Y Hate It?

so u cnt even fake on diz album. im still gettin used to it. honestly @ 1st ididnt lyk it. bt im neva one 2 judge after uh few songz. esp. wen duh ppl ilove duh most iz rappin on here. drake, wayne, nicki. & im neva sleepin on gudda gudda. "ok itz gudda hoe." lol. ntway. iwud put shanell in diz bt ihav yet 2 ACTUALLY hear her on here. anything @ dat. cept wayne's mixtape no ceilings ofcourse. wtf iz she? uh pretty face? ha nose piercin dee truuuuuuuuth btw. ntwayz duh best songz ilyk on here so far are:

• pass the dutch
  (drake killin it)


• fuck da bullshit
  (drake killed it)


• bed rock
  (old izzzhhh)


• wife beater
  (dee truuuuuth)


• roger that
  (nicki too real)


• girl i got you
  (kinda sweet iguess. 4 middle skoolers. idnt listen 2 diz shhh)


• steady mobbin
  (plz. jus tell me ydf diz iz on here? too old. lol.)

SELF-CONTROL. . .

im tryna be gud




ipromise iam. . .





sumtymz icnt help mahself. . .




only certain boyz need 2 see uh certain side of me. . .




ughhh.




wth?




dnt push wat wnt budge. . .




well damnt ima lift it. . .




ugh. ..




tryna drop it. . .




fuk it. ido wat ido, got nun 2 lose. ugh. freaks out. . .hmmph!




excuse me 4 diz post. itz wats on mah mind rite now. cnt reveal too much details. lol. ughhhhhhhhhhhh. jus kno im tryna hold duh freak bak. once she's out. dere's no tamin her. plz dnt do diz to me!

TOO BORED. . .

so here iam. neglectin mah blog again. aint lyk igot izh else to do. diz junk supah bapp. iaint got nun 2 tlk about. well actually ido, bt now iknow igot stalkers & icnt say too much. ugh. lol. jeez mann. ima find sumthn 2 tlk about dayz 4rm now. lol. maybe christmas!

Update on My Love.Lyf

so. . .duh one ilove iz ????. 4get it. lol. idnt love nun of dese niggaz. bt 4real tho, if u dnt ♥ me now, den dnt ♥ me l8er. cuz wit me, u can neva get enuff. hmmph u alwayz cum bak. dat otha boy iused to lyk, well he aint worth lykin no more. & duh otha nigga ilyk now, he's VERY unavailable. dats all im sayin.

& lemme jus say diz: evry time ilyk uh boy, or feelings arouse in our "____ship" iend up makin his feelinz for his gf(if he has one) complicated. iswear ido diz evry single time. so for now. . .ima jus be me & stop interferin. im too real 4 diz shhh. ugh.

p.s. bt all dese boys kno dat dey can neva let me go. im simply irresistable.

p.s.s. iwudnt call diz uh update on mah love.lyf. . .clearly idnt have one!

duece.

Adorable. . .=)

soo mah babe got nominated for 2 grammies. in duh words of bloo "who duh fuk does dat?" lol. he does. genius. lyrical. lyrical genius. & him + a suit=one fine muthf***. lol. i ♥ him. lyk no otha. diz iz wat u look lyk wen u come out wif uh mixtape dat sounded lyk uh album. diz iz wat u look lyk wen ur songz 4rm dat mixtape are playin on duh radio. diz iz wat u look lyk wen ur @ duh ama's dressed sumthn lyk duh best, lookin betta den duh rest=)

[drakeaholic™]

Chris Brown New Album DEE Truth

jus hav 2 post dat im lubbin diz album already. diz one dat u gon hav 2 buy, despite duh downloadin ijus did. lmao. bt chris brown iz dat nigga. fuk rihanna & ha bashing ass. (ilyk ha style tho. lol.) bt umm. yeah man. he gotta song wit trey songz & the game. called "wait" hmmph. ill wait alrite, wait until christmas to buy yo album. lol. bt yeah. cop diz shhh. dee truuuth!

My Christmas List=)

black boots, dat ican where with uh dress. . .






u kno i've been wantin uh aero hoody so badd 4 uh long ass tym. . .






dese skirts are instyle. bt duh way ima wear it, ima kill dat shhh. hmmph.





so duh gurl iz hott or watnot. who cares. iwant duh effin polo. it gotta purple horse on it. i ♥ purple.





gotta have sum leggings to go under dem skirts & sweater dresses.





sooooo. iused 2 b uh sneaker freak. bt now jordans dnt really interest me. & ionly lyk white or black forces. so ima do diz lil chuck thang. last tym ihad chucks waz in 7th grade & istopped wearin em cuz mah feet waz too big. gimme uh size 10 in dese tho. . .haha






so ifell in love with the twilight saga/series waddeva. & im totally for duh whole vampire in ♥ thang!





so u if u kno me personally u kno istay rockin dem sweater dresses. hmmph. iaint got no ass bt ican wrk wit sumthn in diz dress.





so iwant/need diz damn laptop. im goin 2 college or sumthn lyk duh place in less that 2 years. i ♥ purple & maybe ill update mah blog even more if ihad diz. cost about half uh stack. if dat makes any sense. lmao. iz uh stack uh thousand? cuz it cost bout 500 dollars!





& finally mah new phone. u see mah company? embarassin enuff. bt u shud see mah pink cameraless flip phone. lol. hopin 2 upgrade 2 diz.

FEELINGS. . .Im Thinkin I Should Make uh Mixtape Called "MO FEELINZ"

lol. im neva on mah blog. diz pisses me off alot. ihave so much friggin skool imean house work 2 do. dnt make no damn sense. idk. ihate diz lyf as u student. but ikno wat iwill do. im finna make mah christmas list on here. since ineva have nun 2 tlk about. lol. jus dnt sleep on me ppl. ill get diz blog supah poppin eventually. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



& yez. ishould def make dat mixtape. cuz dats how ifeel rite now. soon as idrop one boy. iget more feelinz 4 anotha. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hate dat!