iDGAF NO MORE.

put dat on mah lyf.




still on punishment. still aint got no phone. cnt even use duh cpu. grades cnt level out 2 way dey need 2 be. still aint shyt. still aint doin shyt. still attacted 2 duh same dum ass ppl. . .


bt shyt. least ikno idid all ican. icnt satisfy nobody bt mahself in diz world. & damnt iaint even doin dat.


icud give 2 fuks & uh rats ass.


fuk lyf.


dueces=)

REASON TO BE RIDICULOUS.

iswear im duh biggest idiot alive. ido dum shyt. jus cuz icnt hav mah way. stubborness gon be duh death of meh=(

icnt help duh way iam. im only human.

im buildin uh wall up now. gotta stop lettin stuff out.

it doesnt help 2 be fwd. u pour ur ♥ out to ppl for no reason.


smh. cnt say wat iwant 2 say. niggaz wud get offended. prolly cuz dey gotta bunch of feelinz dat dey wnt share. (takin uh lesson 4rm yall)

VENTING. . .

behind evry fuked in duh head gurl iz uh nigga dat helped make her dat way.

fb group: u neva stop lovin a person. either u still do or u neva did.

duh realest shyt fb eva sayd. too badd itz true.




*cnt stop wnt stop lovin if itried to. itz funny how ikno ilove u bt ican honestly say ihate yo ass. ismile in ur face cuz idnt want u 2 kno dat ihate u becuz u treated me duh way idid. iwant 2 make it seem as if idgaf. & erbody knows me. im not dat "idgaf" person. u love dese niggaz & dey dk wat 2 do wif yo ass. u tell me u love me. fine. itell u ilove u bak. not fine. y? becuz ibak mah shyt up. all u do iz make it hard 4 me 2 believe dat u love me. & ikno u love meh. evrybody loves me. lol. bt goin bak & lookin @ how much u made me look lyk a dum ass. ichased u sooo much. & if its one thang ihate, iz lookin stupid. im too gorgeous 4 dat! & to diz very day igot nuthn out of duh whole situation. iwas neva yo wife, main, waddeva fuk u wanna call it. u neva claimed me in any way. ppl still dk about me. which is fine. fuk ppl. ineva gotta relationship 4rm u. (neva wanted one.) sex. (no comment) bt shyt. to diz very day we still dnt even hav uh stable friendship. & dats all ireally wanted. & after all dat shyt idnt see y iwudnt hate u. hate. . .strong word. love. . .wat uh feelin.

& icnt stop wnt stop lovin u. . .got dam. . .smh. u dnt deserve mah unconditional love. no nigga does. & becuz of u, not anotha nigga ever will. hope ur happy=)

SONGZ OF DUH WEEK(together)

over. . .



(big ass oversized video. smdh)

*wat iz he doin? oh yeah dats rite he doin him. . .

me too=)





til the day i die



*ima hold u down. . .

GOOD LUCK CHARM

diz used 2 be mah fav song wen iwas goin 2 ninth grade. iplayed it over & over & over. big ups to aol music on demand. . .twc. (ithinks its jus music on demand now.)

neway here's duh song.



significance?

*iwas once a boys good luck charm. in mah eyes iwas. & he knew it. he prolly still do. . . .wasnt treated lyk one however. wasnt gud enuff.

PLZ UNDERSTAND DAT iAINT PERFECT

ima emotional wreck. uh mess. sum shyt dat u dnt need 2 be associated wif.



real tlk:


my feelinz too deep imite fuk around & drown u. . .

DUH BULLSHYTIN & iAINT EQUIPPED. . .

*mah words were wasted. . .lyk dey always are.




bt yeah slippernsneakers, u str8. u gud.


-idun already decided how ima handle diz situation.

ALL IN DUH OPEN

denial. . .


dats wat i've been in. itry not 2 let shyt bother me. im gud @ ignorin shyt & actin oblivious to others. bt in actuality im jus too dam fwd 2 be reclusive(look it up bytch. sat wrd.)





me love peanut butter





letter to bloo(slippersnsneakers.blogspot.com):

*it does bother me dat ifeel lyk icnt lyk/want sumone becuz u have decided u want duh same person. & me bein me. id neva really get upset over uh nigga & end uh friendship. bt i've also neva been duh one 2 lyk duh same boy as mah bestfriend. & it actually does hurt. ifeel lyk dam. . .icnt even lyk him cuz u lyk him. & yeah itz true he not mah bf & aint nun special goin on bt u kno if iwas to lyk one of duh niggaz dat u was feelin dat jonk wudnt fly. no society. (dey cause enuff havoc. lol) & duh thang iz im wayyyy past dat wrd "lyk." duh wrd "lyk" cnt describe duh way ifeel about. . .& nah shawty it aint love. bt u cnt help duh way u feel about sum1 neway rite? u jus hav feelinz & hope dey go away. & seein as tho ilove yo ass lyk duh bestie u r to me ihave 2 push mah feelinz aside jus to help u wif urs. over duh same dam person. den idnt wanna interfere wif waddeva u hav wif him so isit bak & absorb duh bs goin on around me. iwud neva cum between 2 ppl. so wen u read diz dnt get mad & stop tlkn 2 him. it wnt help duh situation. nuthn helps. jus kno im far 4rm selfish cuz im tryna make evrybody else happy except for mahself. im puttin duh ppl ilove(u) & duh ppl ihave feelinz for(him) 1st. simply becuz icare. & quite frankly iwish ididnt gaf. bt u kno me too well for dat. . .hope u get wat im tryna say cuz idk wtf im typin bout. lol.

iREALLY CNT SEE DUH END GETTIN ANY CLOSER

Over. . .





I know way too many people here right now
That I didn’t know last year, who the fuck are y’all?
I swear it feels like the last few nights
We been everywhere and back
But I just can’t remember it all

What am I doin’? What am I doin’?
Oh, yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me
I’m doin me
I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over
‘Til it’s over
But it’s far from over…..

(the rest of the lyrics after the jump…)

Bottles on me, long as someone drink it
Never drop the ball, fuck are y’all thinkin’?
Makin’ sure the Young Money ship is never sinkin’
‘Bout to set it off, set it off, Jada Pinkett
I shouldn’t’ve drove, tell me how I’m gettin’ home
You too fine to be layin’ down in bed alone
I could teach you how to speak my language, Rosetta Stone
I swear this life is like the sweetest thing I’ve ever known
‘Bout to go Thriller Mike Jackson on these niggas
All I need’s a fucking red jacket with some zippers
Super good smiddoke, a package of the swishers
I did it overnight, it couldn’t happen any quicker
Y’all know them? Well, fuck it, me either
But point the biggest skeptic out, I’ll make him a believer
It wouldn’t be the first time I done it, throwin’ hundreds
When I should be throwin’ ones, bitch, I run it (Ah)

I know way too many people here right now
That I didn’t know last year, who the fuck are y’all?
I swear it feels like the last few nights
We been everywhere and back
But I just can’t remember it all

What am I doin’? What am I doin’?
Oh, yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me
I’m doin me
I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over
‘Til it’s over
But it’s far from over

One thing ’bout music, when it hits you feel no pain
And I swear I got that shit that make these bitches go insane
So they tell me that they love me, I know better than that, it’s just game
It’s just what comes with the fame, and I’m ready for that, I’m just sayin’
But I really can’t complain, everything is kosher
Two thumbs up, Ebert and Roeper
I really can’t see the end getting any closer
But I prolly still be the man when everything is over
So I’m riding through the city with my high beams on
Can you see me? Can you see me? Get your Visine on
Y’all just do not fit the picture, turn your widescreen on
If you thinkin’ I’ma quit before I die, dream on
Man, they treat me like a legend, am I really this cold?
I’m really too young to be feelin’ this old
It’s about time you admit it, who you kiddin’, man?
Man, nobody’s never done it like I did it (Ugh)

I know way too many people here right now
That I didn’t know last year, who the fuck are y’all?
I swear it feels like the last few nights
We been everywhere and back
But I just can’t remember it all

What am I doin’? What am I doin’?
Oh, yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me
I’m doin me
I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over
‘Til it’s over
But it’s far from over

Yeah, that’s right, I’m doin’ me
I’m doin me
I’m livin’ life right now, mayne

And this what I’ma do ’til it’s over
‘Til it’s over
But it’s far from over



=)))))))))))))))

DRAKE SONG OF DUH WEEK

little bit ft. lykke li



ihope dey neva find out. wat dey already kno. . . .