dats wat i've been in. itry not 2 let shyt bother me. im gud @ ignorin shyt & actin oblivious to others. bt in actuality im jus too dam fwd 2 be reclusive(look it up bytch. sat wrd.)
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letter to bloo(slippersnsneakers.blogspot.com):
*it does bother me dat ifeel lyk icnt lyk/want sumone becuz u have decided u want duh same person. & me bein me. id neva really get upset over uh nigga & end uh friendship. bt i've also neva been duh one 2 lyk duh same boy as mah bestfriend. & it actually does hurt. ifeel lyk dam. . .icnt even lyk him cuz u lyk him. & yeah itz true he not mah bf & aint nun special goin on bt u kno if iwas to lyk one of duh niggaz dat u was feelin dat jonk wudnt fly. no society. (dey cause enuff havoc. lol) & duh thang iz im wayyyy past dat wrd "lyk." duh wrd "lyk" cnt describe duh way ifeel about. . .& nah shawty it aint love. bt u cnt help duh way u feel about sum1 neway rite? u jus hav feelinz & hope dey go away. & seein as tho ilove yo ass lyk duh bestie u r to me ihave 2 push mah feelinz aside jus to help u wif urs. over duh same dam person. den idnt wanna interfere wif waddeva u hav wif him so isit bak & absorb duh bs goin on around me. iwud neva cum between 2 ppl. so wen u read diz dnt get mad & stop tlkn 2 him. it wnt help duh situation. nuthn helps. jus kno im far 4rm selfish cuz im tryna make evrybody else happy except for mahself. im puttin duh ppl ilove(u) & duh ppl ihave feelinz for(him) 1st. simply becuz icare. & quite frankly iwish ididnt gaf. bt u kno me too well for dat. . .hope u get wat im tryna say cuz idk wtf im typin bout. lol.
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