COLBIE CAILLAT

has lyrics to die for. . .


Realize

The Little Things

Bubbly

& for anyone who wants to kno ibeen on colbie since 9th or 8th grade. she's pretty & so are her songz. (SONGZ. lmao. get it?)

iWONDER IF DIZ IZ WATS GONNA MAKE ME FAMOUS™

SUMMER RESOLUTIONS=)

hates icecream sandwiches. bt diz looks tasty.






1) hopefully find uh job of sum sort.







2) get diz GUESS swimsuit becuz itz denim, itz awesome & it wud look great on mah body. haha.






3) make it up 2 carowinds wif duh bestie!








4) get over mah hate for pools & go swimmin!!!






5) getta romper. love these things!






6) get sum of dese b4 skool strts bak. ikno itz hott bt id wear duh purple uggs anytime anywhere!




& diz iz juz uh glimpse of wat iwant mah summer 2 look lyk. more shoes, clothes, fun, food (& dnt 4get about those ridiculous BOYS) to come!

WALL RENOVATION

iwanna shoutout to __________. u guys dk em yet. bt ull find out about him soon enough. iget duh feelin(here igo wif dat word again) dat he's very interested me. lol. remembering how u treated me in 6th grade wud u eva think diz day wud cum? lol. wow. bt itz hard 4 me 2 open up 2 anotha boy rite now, idnt wanna. maybe we shud focus on diz collabo.

& if u wait on me long enuff. . .hopefully ill break down diz wall i've built up. iwudnt recommend u wait on me tho. mah mind iz on other things. . .=(

until then, let's see where diz music takes us=)

iJUS REALLY HOPE DAT U THINK OF ME

im tryna be. . . .unforgettable.

in actuality u cnt forget me & if u think real hard u'll kno why. 1st time for evrything, lol. so here igo again tlkn too much as ialways do. bt diz iz actually mah last time explainin mahself. itz apparent im not perfect. im crazy. lol. idefinitely lack self-control. im so dam STUBBORN, emotional, dramatic, wat was duh other one? sensitive. duh one ihate duh most. lol. & idoubt u remember bt itold u ur not duh 1st person 2 call me dat. & ialso overthink things. those r jus mah flaws. icnt help em. ican only try 2 improve. bt wat about duh gud things about me? can u describe me as one word other than gorgeous? lol. im funny, and pretty. im very caring. also helpful. & wen it comes to u im duh most sweetest thing. (idoubt u notice dat either.) dats y dey call me kandy<---------yeah rite. lol.

movin rite along. skool year ends. too badd mah thots and feelinz havent. & u say u dnt hav nun rite? well dat sucks. no passy. lol. & wen u did u neva told me. maybe cuz other gurls were in duh picture? or maybe becuz it wasnt dat serious enuff 4 u 2 tell me? or maybe becuz iwasnt as important. *frowns* bt iguess dats jus wat ihav 2 accept. imember duh time wen iwas supposedly thot of as nuthn more than uh "sister." iwud kill(no iwudnt) 4 it to have been lyk dat. iwud love 2 think of u as uh brother. bt itz too late now. . .lol. (hope u catch dat.) wish icud erase wat all happend cuz itz sum SHYT dat happend alrite. lol. bt u learn 4rm EVRY EXPERIENCE, gud or badd. pain or pleasure. *smiles*

itry 2 put on diz tough girl act. lyk stuff dnt affect me. itz alot goin on in mah lyf & lyk chantal say "u be tryna hold stuff in" cuz in fact, deres plenty of stuff dat ihold in dat nobody will eva kno about. bt y inform ppl about ur problems wen dey hav dere own? neway. ionce again wanna apologize 4 all duh stress i've caused. ican be overwhelming. hopefully u still see me as duh same person iwas(genuine personality? do istill have dat?) b4 we strtd diz spring fling. . .dat ended b4 it strtd. u did sum fuked up shyt dat iexpected bt we not gon touch basis on dat. itz summer now. . .=(

so iguess ima be sumthn lyk drake tho, "thinkin about wat we had & missin u" & yes im santa(ms. claus to be exact) igot nuthn 4 dese badd niggaz too. not even gon elaborate on dat. jus kno wat we had may not be important 2 u, bt it was 2 me, cuz lyk isayd, dats as close as igot. in duh words of we str8 now "wat ioffer seems 2 neva be enuff" or maybe wat ioffer seems 2 be too dam much. *sighs* idk. itz gon take me awhile 2 get over diz. it always does. ididnt intend on fallin in love or waddeva ppl call it dese days. idk if itz love or not bt u cnt lyk nobody diz much. lol. & wen isayd igot mah ♥ broken b4 iknew it iwas in love dats exactly wat imeant. ireally didnt lyk u as much wen we were. . .bt afta dat. . .*sighs*

ikno all ur friends think im duh dumbest gurl in duh world. & dat does bother me bt it aint about wat ppl think. dey dk unless dere in diz situation. dats y istop tlkn shyt about ppl & their relationships. cuz ihavent been in dat place 2 understand wats goin on. so fuk whoeva thinks im stupid, cnt relate 2 me, or doesnt understand y iwaste mah time on sumone who. . .*not finishin dat statement* bt if dere was nethang 2 eva gon on between us again, dey wud be duh last 2 kno. dats real shyt.

bt conclusion. deres always sumthn on mah mind rite? dats one of mah problems. idk wen 2 stfu. lol. oh well. maybe ull miss it sumday. cuz icnt offer u no friendship rite now. hey, bye, how u doin. jus think of me as anotha random chick. . .as long as u think of me. . .ily. ♥



not exactly.

NO EXAM, NO LYF. . .

content

dats one word ican use 2 describe mahself. . .besides gorgeous. too bad idnt feel gorgeous. bt it isnt about wat u feel rite? nun of dat matters nemore. yesterday irealized wat mah escape was. . .

RANDOM GRAPHIC

SONGZ OF DUH WEEK

Drake


Unforgettable ft. Young Jeezy

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo real. realest collabo ever. iswear.






Trey Songz


For the Sake of Love

diz song iz sooooo sweet. itz gon be played at mah wedding=)

NO MORE STAGES OF DEPRESSION: ACCEPTANCE *3 6 MAFIA VOICE* "YEAHHHHHH"

u can only make urself happy in diz world. u can only make urself succeed. u can only love urself lyk no one else can. u can only be duh friend 2 urself dat no one else can. only u can affect ur grades, only u can make ur parents happy, only u can do wat u need 2 do make thru diz lyf. . .cuz at duh end of duh day all u got iz yoself and maybe dat one person dats gon hold u down. sum ppl dnt even got dat. . .im lucky=)

conclusions: ppl(FEMALES) are fake. . .in general. niggaz. . .aint bout nun. friends. . .dnt last forever. family. . .all u really got.

feelinz. bottle it up. . .no sara bareilles. lol.

"iam aimin 2 be sumbody dat sumbody trust. . ."

love. . .

"only gonna get wat u give away. . ." <-----im really bias towards this quote.

shout out 2 bloo @ slippersneakers.blogspot.com:

istill got love 4 yah. . .idk wen ima tlk 2 u. jus kno ilove yah. dats wat happen wen u love sumone. eitha u neva did, or u neva stop lovin dem. (fb group 4 yo ass. lol.)


too badd igot mah ♥ broken b4 iknew iwas in love. . .aint dat sumthn. smh. sumtimes u gotta let dese loved ones go. dey take u 4 granted. . .intentionally & unintentionally. & diz goes out 2 evrybody who get offended.

=)

UNTITLED NOW. . .#3

love still worthless, mah ♥ aint worth diz.
same bullshyt wit sum brand new purses.
same old shyt wit sum brand new verses.
same old bytch who jus wanna reverse diz.
mah ♥ still hurtin, nah mah head hurtin,
icry tears lyk mah eyes aint wrkin,
itz cuz iam blinded, blinded by love,
icud only reach yo dick so dats wat iwud touch.
& um. neva tellem dat u love em cuz it only make u sick,
sick & tired of bein fwd while dese niggaz cnt admit,
ijus wanna be yah baby bt u wudnt let me sit,
& u kno ilose 2 love so dats y icall it quits.
miss blunt & no dro how u claim 2 be uh boss
if u cnt control yah ♥ and duh niggaz dat u cross?
feelinz in duh mix lyk sum salad dat was tossed
& if icud getta switch iwud turn duh feelinz off.
cuz remember wat ioffer it will neva be enuff.
itry 2 make u carpet while u barely make me rug.
itell u how ifeel u responded wit uh shrug
& itry 2 wlk away bt mah feet are kinda stuck.
& umm truth be told iwill neva let it go,
icudnt if itried cuz mah ♥ iz on uh rope.
iwanna ride yo ship cuz u really float mah boat,
& dey ask me y im sweet cuz im ikandy hoe!
jus 2 let dese niggaz kno iam unconditional,
& by dat imean duh love, itz uh neverendin show. . ."


shud be cont.



how many "where to now" freestyles will it take 2 prove mah point?
dat question iz rhetorical. wonder who diz one iz about? *grins*

STFU. . .

dats wat u gotta do sumtimes. . .


cuz dese days tlkn gets u nowhere. . .we'll see where silence gets u.

TREY SONGZ SONG OF DUH WEEK

been fakin on it. . .im sooo devoted. *sarcasm*


double feature


new izh. . . Already Taken

& ofcourse. mah fav trey song in duh whole wide world. . .



supah dupah love. . .igot dat=)

DRAKE SONG OF DUH WEEK

ok so itz not hiz song. . .bt u get duh point. itz real.

iswear ifall in love wif him evrytime ihear hiz voice say sumthn new. . .=)

iz dat even possible?


Unthinkable Remix ft. Drake (he's actually rapping. lol.)

ALWAYS BE MY BABY

itz funny how ur always there wen ineed u. . .





bt weneva iwant u, ur never there. . .


always. . .

WISE WORDS 4RM UH DECENT GURL

dnt try 2 be friends wif sumone u have feelinz for. ur gonna want more. cnt always get wat u want.





avoid them until further notice. . .lol.




seriously. . .

MILK'S FAVORITE COOKIE. . .

mah fav cookie. . .in the whole wide world.

dnt need no milk 2 go wit it.

wudnt hav no milk 2 go wit it neway. . .seein as tho it spilled. haha.

ijus take mah oreo apart, eat duh side wit duh icing, eat duh otha side & move onto duh next. . .=)

SPEAKIN OF FOOL. . .

check out duh owner of diz blog. . .

"I hope she’ll be a fool—that’s the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool. "

-Daisy
The Great Gatsby

WE STR8 NOW

"itry 2 get ur ♥ bt ibarely touched duh ribs"

SPILLED MILK. . .

(dat spilled milk dat ibeen whinin about. im not one 2 cry. (AT LEAST NOT BOUT NO MILK.) bt ididnt spill it. no need 2 clean it up. dat dnt change duh fact dat it wasted.)



response to duh bs:


soooo ireally dnt hav nun 2 say about nethang. i've sayd enuff. im tired of hearin or tlkn bout it. idc bout duh friendship we had. friends dnt make friends look lyk fools. secrets. lies. bs. idc nemore. all diz coulda been avoided months ago wen u cuda jus told me wat was really up. . .lyk imean wayy bak in jan. weneva u knew dat ol boy lyked u or weneva yall revealed yall feelinz 4 each other. who df lets dere friend go around lykin uh boy dat lyks her. . .??????????????? Y CUDNT U JUS SAY "HE LYKS ME"???? HUH? WAT WAS SO HARD ABOUT DAT? DEN ME & HIM WOULDA NEVA HAPPENED. ME & U WOULDA NEVA ENDED. dnt say u aint wanna hurt me cuz if u knew me lyk u think u did u wuda told me wat was goin on 4rm duh strt. ijus feel lyk uh fool. uh dam fool. @ duh end of duh day diz aint ova no nigga cuz im still not wit him. so diz about friends bein friends. . .bt wtf iz uh "real friend" nemore? no offense 2 quavo. . .ily. since 5th grade.

fool 4 lovin u.

fool 4 lovin him.

fool 4 bein uh friend 2 both yall. . .

aint no need 2 fix nun. let duh shh stay broke. jus lyk mah ♥

& diz aint even half of wat igot 2 say. itz otha stuff on mah mind rite now. bt idgaf bout diz no more. keep it brief. no case.

models. . .

candice swanepoel








chanel iman

LYF. . .

dreams&addictions

iWAS WONDERING MAYBE. . . .

Verse 1:

Moment of honesty
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now
(Drake: You should say it right now)

You ready?

Bridge:

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
(Drake: I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go)
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
(Drake: I can't take it)

Chorus-Alicia & Drake:

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)

Verse 2:
I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
(Drake: We should do it right now)

Bay, uh

Bridge:

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
(Drake: I deserve it, I know I deserve it. Let it go)
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it
(Drake: It's what we make it)

Chorus-Alicia & Drake:

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready)

Yeah, sing...

Hook:

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me

Chorus-Alicia & Drake:

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)

DRAKE SONG OF DUH WEEK. . .! (or the song of months)

ibetta find ur ♥

IM BAK!!!!!!!!!!

so ikno u missed me. i've been gone awhile. . .im bak now. hopefully 4 gud.


y have ibeen gone?


long story. . .jus kno i've gotta lotta updates. . .



enjoy. . .


deuces=)