SONGZ OF THE WEEK

Drake What Up ft. Bun B & Pimp C

(actually Pimp C's song ithink.)

Trey Songz Love Faces

nice song. . .=)

REAL IZH. . .SMH.

dawggg. . .lyk diz mixtape bazoooka. . .lyk. . .omg. . .lyk every since trap or die 2ican kinda eff wit jeezy the long long way. ilyk diz nigga. bt diz mixtape rite here! diz jonk theeeeeeeeee truuuuuth!

& ilove when rappers rap on popular songz(that arent theirs). . .love it! diz izh goo mann. no fakin!

sry im soo late. smh.

BACK THEN. . .

me: idk y ihate ________ so much. ijus dnt lyk tlkn 2 him.
him: becuz he hurt u. . .
me: idk. prolly. . .





haha. . .ironically the person of whom ihad diz convo with shud be referring 2 himself now. . . .wat a disposition?

inspired by bloo =)

iDNT GET BITTER, iJUS GET BETTA. . .

literally


unfortunately im still bitter. . .
& ironically one of mah nicknames iz kandy which is supposedly sweet.
bt time heals all. . .

*nicki minaj voice* "ibe lyk emon. . .ibe lyk yo emon. do u think u can buy me a bottle of perignon?"

Curren$y - Twistin Stank Official Video

soooo. . .ilyk diz=)

Bun B- "Countin' Money" (HD Video) (Feat. Gucci Mane & Yo Gotti)

SONGZ OF DUH WEEK

ibeen fakin duh last two weeks. get over it. skool strts bak in less than uh week. diz blog will soon be neglected. unfortunately. . .smh.

Drake I'm Ready For You

since evrytime itype in drake. diz song comes up. . .lol. make it duh song of duh week. not even hiz song. smh.

Trey Songz Off Into the Sunset

sooo bloo always says this phrase wen she's makin a rude reference. lol. so idecided 2 make it song of duh week. thanx 2 day unmentionable person who put me on. . .he def goes off into duh sunset on me all duh time. . .smh.

THANX

thanx for lettin me hav a nice bday dinner @ hooters
thanx for all mah real friends comin.
thanx for lettin me see who mah real friends were.
thanx for lettin me already kno who are mah real friends.
thanx for lettin me be popular.
thanx for not lettin popularity alter mah relationship wit others.
thanx to u ppl who came for evry1 else except me.
thanx to u ppl who came for me.
thanx for lettin me live 2 be 17.
thanx for the gifts.
thanx for the love.
thanx for the awesome food.
thanx for not singing happy bday(hooters girls!!!) lol.
thanx for lettin me scream all nite.
thanx for tellin me happy bday the next day.
thanx for takin up for me.
thanx for always bein there.
thanx for adorin me.
thanx for everything.
thanx for nothing.
thanksalot=)

how sweet=)

AUG. 10th

1. birthday cake-iloveee it. yumm. mah fave type of cake.

(dnt 4get duh icecream, cnt eat it without icecream!)

2. clothes-u kno ikeep dresses. wants rompers,jeans,shirts,etc.


3. shoes-flipflops,drmartens,heels,chucks,uggs,flats,etc.

(mite go bak 2 jordans&nikes. money lookin funny.)

4. vicky secret lipgloss-it no longer breaks me out!


5. vicky secret totebag-ineed sumthn cute 2 carry books in.

(curse u bookbags!)

6. juicy couture viva la juicy-smells jus lyk kandy<--dats me.


7. purple papermates-will satisfy my pen obsession.

(gotta strt writin 4 dat mixtape btw!)

8. job-ineed money diz year.


9. purple nails w/ silver stripes-ghetto bt pretty.


10. dat boy in duh pic below-he's gorgeous. *sighs*

(lol. did ijus wish for a boy 4 mah bday??? lmao. jkin.)

11. bleached hair-mah color went out.


12. tefolondon-hope dats how u spell it. rick ross real.


13. trill og-bun b iz dat nigga! album iz bananas.


14. makeup-eyeshadow,mascara,eyeliner. neva wore it bt im excited!


15. drakeshirts-gotta hit up hot topic even tho ima dread wearin it.

(too many ppl gon hav diz shirt. smh)

16. accessories-purple kathy bag,earrings,rings,bracelets, new ankle bracelet!


17. freedom&respect

most wishes dnt come true.

*SIGHS*

thanx 2 bloo @ bloosclues.tumblr.com & her stalkerific self. lol. takes pics of ppl, randomly @ church picnics. isayd iwudnt blog about diz cuz id seem lyk uh weird stlker. idk. significance of diz pic. dat boy. . .*sighs* wud be. . .duh perfect boy 4 me. we're not gonna explain y. jus kno i've had mah eye on him for almost 2yrs. lol. & i've finally gotten hiz attention, bt only for uh split 2nd. smh. idk. iwanted him so badd. now he's gone. . .naughty boy=(

he can still get it wen he comes bak.
refer to the post(s) about white boy swag if u wanna kno how he dress. lol. not sayin iwas referring to him;)

WEDDING RING MUSIC

Tyrese-One

Ray J-One Wish

lol. funny how dese dudes sing about one thing, wen in fact boys r neva satisfied with only one gurl. neverrrr. dese songz will be played @ mah wedding. diz iz how u shud feel about a gurl. or woman. she shud be duh only 1 u want, dream about, think about. . .besides ur family of course. lol. bt u get duh point=)

UPDATE ON MAH LOVE.LYF

haha. . .havent dun 1 of dese in awhile. it always depresses me 2 do one. bt ido it 4 mah health. u live u learn u vent. . .bt iguess ishoulda sorta been doin diz months ago. typical me, wait until stuff aint goin on no more 2 finally update & say sumthn. wen will iever learn? never! bt ummm. well diz iz duh last post in awhile on mah love.lyf. lol. idnt have one. & matta fact. im not ever doin anotha post on mah love.lyf. cuz ikno longer believe in love. yes, iprolly will eventually feel lyk ilove sum1, maybe ill find sum1 who loves me. bt honestly, im finna b 17. love iz stupid. one min. ur head over heels 4 sum1 & duh next ur not. & hearts break & im tired of colliding. i've always been lyk eff love & yadayada, iused 2 be savage. lol. bt ilet mah guard down. & duh only reason isayd negative stuff about love iz cuz i've been hurt & idk wat it iz. bt iwill tell u idnt believe in it. not @ diz age or time in mah lyf. itz stupid & not sincere rite now. bt den again wat isnt nemore?

dnt expect anymore updates about diz. ♥

IMPORTANCE OF JUS GET BETTA PT. 1

so nobody can relate 2 y im goin insane over diz cd. ineva made a cd for anybody. wen imade it, it wasnt even dat serious. & den lyk. . .wen stuff got serious irealized dat it meant sumthn 2 me. & wen irealized dat ididnt mean nuthn 2 u iwanted it bak. ibeen askin 4 it. 4ever. most of duh time iasked 4 it iwas mad so eventually id leave duh fact dat ididnt have it alone. iadmit im not over sum of duh things dat happen. . .im a emotional rollercoaster waiting 2 twist & turn. & u gave me uh reason 2 strt soo hopefully u understand y iam duh way iam. if u dnt den oh well. so im not jus bysshin over diz thing 4 no reason. if u were in mah situation & feel duh way ido ud want sumthn u thot was special bak too. duh songz on dat cd r nice & dey r lyk all mah fav songz & more subliminal msgs<----shh dat dnt even matter no more. . .iwudnt wanna give sum1 sumthn & den ask 4 it bak. dat wasnt mah intention. bt den again. . .it wasnt ur intention 2 do duh stuff u did eitha was it? guess we in duh same chapter, stuck in duh same chapter, jus on diff pgs.
me ♥ dat cd.

"rite now im fukin bitter so ineed dat jus get betta cuz u hurt me now ihate u lyk uh turtleneckin sweater. diz duh hottest fukin summer, who wud wear dat in diz weather?" -over freestyle

happy bday from the college of my dreams=)

WEDDING RING MUSIC

j. holiday-suffocate



so ikno duh pics uh lil graphic. bt u get duh point rite? diz song iz sweet. iused 2 hate it cuz dey played it out. bt u neva really accept sumthn until its gone yah kno. diz iz uh nice song to play at uh wedding rite? =)

VENTING. . .

ughhh. tired of going thru duh same thing. for some reason icnt move on to new ppl. & icnt get away from duh ppl who hurt me b4. friends who u thot were friends make u question how long ur gonna be friends. irealized im one of duh bluntest ppl & act & speak then think l8er which iz why im so forgiving and full of apologies. can u blame me? smh. iwanna job so ican make money so ican buy the clothes duh men neva notice & stunt. still without duh job. iwant all duh boys ihave ever gaf about to fall in love me so ican hav a reason 2 be mean 2 them. sounds crazy rite? im tryna build and rebuild old friendships. dats me. iwant duh ppl who neva txt me to txt me more often. . .& at duh same time im tryna 4get about dese ppl. im ready for duh nxt boy dat ilyk so ican do all duh things ineva got duh chance to do wif duh old boys, prove duh points ididnt wif duh others, & actually make us worth sumthn. & really idnt feel lyk typin cuz ijus gotta bunch of question & thots dat have no answers. . .so if u dnt hear 4rm me in awhile, im not avoidin u or nuthn. ijus dnt feel lyk puttin any effort to tlk to nebody. im tired of rejection. . .*sighs*

forgive me for sayin ilove u.
forgive me for ever lovin u.
forgive me for thinkin ilove u.
forgive me for thinking ikno wat love is.
forgive me for cussing u out.
forgive me for lyking u.
forgive me for believing u. . .cuz u kno ineva trusted u.
forgive me for my secrets.
forgvie me for telling secrets.
forgive me for blushing on the inside.
forgive me for screamin on u.
forgive me for allowing u 2 get duh best of me.
forgive me for hating u.
forgive me for writing u letters.
forgive me for the letters u wudnt take.
forgive me for the letters u didnt reply to.
forgive me for putting you in my songz.
forgive me for caring about u.
forgive me for thinking we were friends.
forgive me for giving.
forgive me for thinking u cared.
forgive me for wasting my time.
forgive me for "jus get betta pt. 1"
forgive me for those nonstop texts.
forgive me for those calls.
forgive me for chasing u.
forgive me for trying.
forgive me for crying.
forgive me for touching u.
forgive me for bothering u.
forgive me for my stupidity.
forgive me for my feelings.
forgive me for blogging about u.
forgive me for losing feelings.
forgive me for not caring.
forgive me for ur heartbreak.
forgive me for leaving u.
forgive me for not forgiving u.

& diz goes out to evry boy & gurl, mostly referring to boys tho. . .

WEDDING RING MUSIC

songz dat shud've been on here:

avant-dont take your love away
jon b-they dont know
ashanti-rock wit u
& sum songz icnt remember @ duh moment. see u @ mah wedding=)

NEW MOTTO

dnt cry for uh guy, let uh guy cry for u.
cuz gurls give & forgive
bt guys get & forget. . .

bs. . .is another word for all of dat.