ughhh. tired of going thru duh same thing. for some reason icnt move on to new ppl. & icnt get away from duh ppl who hurt me b4. friends who u thot were friends make u question how long ur gonna be friends. irealized im one of duh bluntest ppl & act & speak then think l8er which iz why im so forgiving and full of apologies. can u blame me? smh. iwanna job so ican make money so ican buy the clothes duh men neva notice & stunt. still without duh job. iwant all duh boys ihave ever gaf about to fall in love me so ican hav a reason 2 be mean 2 them. sounds crazy rite? im tryna build and rebuild old friendships. dats me. iwant duh ppl who neva txt me to txt me more often. . .& at duh same time im tryna 4get about dese ppl. im ready for duh nxt boy dat ilyk so ican do all duh things ineva got duh chance to do wif duh old boys, prove duh points ididnt wif duh others, & actually make us worth sumthn. & really idnt feel lyk typin cuz ijus gotta bunch of question & thots dat have no answers. . .so if u dnt hear 4rm me in awhile, im not avoidin u or nuthn. ijus dnt feel lyk puttin any effort to tlk to nebody. im tired of rejection. . .*sighs*
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