I'LL COME BACK FOR U BLOG.

until then.


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=)

#LOVE THIS CD

1. For the Sake of Our Love-Trey Songz


2. Something You Forgot-Lil Wayne


3. Paris Morton Music-Drake


4. Promise-Lil Wayne


5. More Than That-Trey Songz


6. Pretty Brown Eyes-Amerie


7. Give Ya-Drake


8. Can't Be Friends-Trey Songz


9. Quiet Time-Lil Wayne


10. Still Got It-Drake


11. If It Was Yesterday-Trey Songz


12. Alone-Trey Songz


13. Karoake-Drake


14. Jupiter Love-Trey Songz


15. Love Music-Chris Brown


16. Unusual-Trey Songz


17. I'll Go-Chris Brown


18. You Know You Know-Drake


19. Only You-Trey Songz


20. Play House-Trey Songz

the title. subliminal. ironic. it contradicts itself. the songs. . .make a good playlist. hope u love it. hope u hate it. as long as u feel sum way about it. jus thot id give u sumthn 2 remember me by, just in case we're not speakin when graduation comes around. =)





ialso can 4get about askin for this bak. . .lol. iKNOW for a fact iwnt get this bak. . . not even gonna waste my breath.

SORRY BLOG.

im busy.

ihave tons of hw.

my interim had str8 a's & one b & ihave to keep it that way if not better.

igot college essays & apps to do.

ur not gonnna help me get into scad.

so u have to be neglected for now.

jus kno ill always come bak for u=)

#UGH

ihad a dream about u last nite.

2wks ago itold myself iwudnt tlk 2 u wen u decided to speak.

u still make my heartbeat fast.

ilyk to make u smile.

& since ikno ur gonna leave me again im not gonna get to happy.

all iever ask for is a stable friendship.

obviously we cnt be friends.

isee y u leave me tho. . .

cuz u kno my love will always be there.

how unfortunate.

EVERYONE'S THEME SONG

how depressin.

SONGZ OF THE WEEK

another collabo.

Trey Songz & Drake Still

#HATE THIS CD

u sayd u wanted a tracklist bloo. here u go. . .ikno u lots of bitter. u gon need that jus get betta. pt. 1

1. Chingy - Be My Girl


2. Chris Brown - Famous Girl


3. Trey Songz - Patron


4. Chris Brown - Love Music


5. Trey Songz - Love Song


6. Chris Brown - Gotta Be Ur Man


7. Trey Songz - Only You


8. Chris Brown - With You


9. Trey Songz - If It Was Yesterday


10. Chris Brown - Movie


11. Trey Songz - Don't Wanna Come Down


12. Chris Brown - Wait


13. Trey Songz - Fades Away


14. Chris Brown - I'll Go


15. Trey Songz - Jupiter Love


16. Chris Brown - What I Do


17. Trey Songz - You Da Best


18. Drake - Give Ya


19. Amerie - Pretty Brown Eyes

idnt hate it that much. now that ilistened to it again. . .oh well. bak in the closet it goes. or bloo if u want it you can hold it 4 a really long time! rite now im past bitter so idgaf bout jus get betta pt. 1

PLEASE DNT CUSS GURL. . .

that dnt suit yah. . .


well fuk that. . .idnt wear suits neway!


iswear lyk i've never wanted 2 hate sum1 sooo much. smh. y do u lie so much? 4 no reason? about evrythang. . .useless stuff. lyk ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.! it disgusts me so badd. lyk idnt even have words 4 this. actions. . .

dnt look @ me. . . we dnt tlk. . .lets keep it that way.
ifeel lyk deletin u 4rm fb. & deletin yo number 4rm my phone. bt who wud ibe benefitin???


ughhh. this the last blog post im ever makin in reference towards u. . .go fuk urself. literally. . .

Y HAS NO ONE ELSE EVER DREAMED THIS BEFORE?

am ithe only 17 yr old tryin 2 explore?

#wise words from a decent gurl

live by sum advice this gurl kandy told u. . .the other day kandy told u that he cnt control u. . .which made u question is he really worth it? cuz u too nice & u jus dnt deserve it. . .






sn: learn 2 take my own advice(for future reference)

U WANT SOME RAINBOWS?

no bytch. iwant sum soda sandals=)

shawty got finger toes. lol. bt they're pretty. my fav sandals. my only sandals. smh.

-grades. . .want them 2 be perfecto. not happenin.
-scad. . .if idnt get accepted im blowin sumthn up.
-college. . .theres only 1 college ireally have my ♥ set out on.
-money. . .inever have so iwill never learn how 2 manage.
-job. . .if inever have experience who will ever hire me.
-clothes. . .not really nuthn 2 be stressed about, bt wen ilook igud, ifeel gud & nuthn can get in my way.
-hair. . .y cnt iever get it dun evry 2wks. ughh.
-nails. . .havent had them dun since april. . .wtf. . .smh.
-shoes. . .love them, cud have more if ihad sum money 2 buy them with.
-modeling. . .never did it, dk wen iwill getta chance 2 do it. most lykly wen igraduate, ianticipate on havin evry1 who doesnt believe in me 2 kiss my ass. *cough* prolly evry1 who knows me.
-boys. . .all of them have proven 2 be the same. wen's the next one gonna come around & screw me over. *spongebob voice* im ready.
-heart. . .wish ididnt have one & cud still live without it.
-exhaustion. . .one of the reasons ihate skool & cnt focus on hw wen icome home. too tired.

im pretty sure ican think of sum more things to add to this list bt these are jus things ithink pertain 2 my stress.

senioritis. . .here it comes. smh.

EVEN THO A NIGGA SUMTHN LYK MY EX IS FUKIN ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. . .

idnt wanna seem lyk iam always attackin him verbally. . .

bt im in a state of confusion & it sucks. its lyk idk whether 2 hate him or to jus tlk 2 him. bt its hard 2 look in sum1s face everyday knowin all the outrageous bs they did 2 u. . .

& then its lyk when ido tlk 2 u. . .iflip. switch moods lyk ring. & honestly ijus cnt maintain a stable emotion. . .

& since we never got 2 tlk about it. . .its still there. . .

that feeling of irrelevance & the thot of being takin advantage of & the feeling of meaning nuthn to u.

sum random gurl who takes ur virginity that u didnt even lyk that much & then her bestfriend who's secretly been in the pic all along, becomes the best you ever had.

idk who u treat worse. . .bt ithink it was me & 4 sum reason istill cnt get over it.

im better off not tlkn 2 u cuz wen ido tlk, l8er on iend up questionin of y ieven sayd anything in the 1st place.

wishes things can go bak 2 where we didnt even kno each other. ican handle that better. . .

until then. ima be super insensitive to other ppl's feelingz.

insensitive meets sensitive. . .?

iSWEAR IM THE WORST GRUDGE HOLDER EVER

so ican say ihate u. . .love u. waddeva. not tlk 2 u. bt eventually ialways end up givin in & tlkn 2 u or comin bak. idk wat this means. ialways do this 2 the ppl icare about or feel connected to. cuz any other strange niggaz ijus wudnt gaf. . .


iswear 4 a gurl with a intolerance for bs, itolerate the most bs 4rm the ppl icare about. . .smh.

which leads the nxt post.

iLYK BOYS THAT LYK 2 WEAR THEY TOES OUT.

LMAO. . .ifeel lyk a stlker. . .smh.

NICKI MINAJ. . .

is a monster 4real. . .she real. . .smh. watch out male rappers=)



sry 4 the ones. . .smh @ barbie


Monster

fav quote:
"my money so tall that my barbies gotta climb it!"



iwanna be ur barbie!!! lol.

TRULY INSPIRED BY BLOO. . .

*leaves dinner*

*gets on phone later that night*

*gettin ready 2 get off the phone*
him: inoticed wen itold u iloved you u didnt say it bak.

me: ummm. . . . .

him: say it. . .

me: *really fast in a non-meaning way* i love u. . .

him: bye.

me: bye.

*hangs up*

*sends txt*
me: i love you. . .=)


POINT?

DNT MAKE PPL THAT LOVE U SAY THAT THEY LOVE U. . .ESP IF U KNO U DNT LOVE THEM. OR @ LEAST TREAT THEM LYK U DNT. SMH. NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. . .

SONGZ OF THE WEEK. . .

lets combine both artist shall we??


Trey Songz ft. Drake-The Usual