idnt wanna seem lyk iam always attackin him verbally. . .
bt im in a state of confusion & it sucks. its lyk idk whether 2 hate him or to jus tlk 2 him. bt its hard 2 look in sum1s face everyday knowin all the outrageous bs they did 2 u. . .
& then its lyk when ido tlk 2 u. . .iflip. switch moods lyk ring. & honestly ijus cnt maintain a stable emotion. . .
& since we never got 2 tlk about it. . .its still there. . .
that feeling of irrelevance & the thot of being takin advantage of & the feeling of meaning nuthn to u.
sum random gurl who takes ur virginity that u didnt even lyk that much & then her bestfriend who's secretly been in the pic all along, becomes the best you ever had.
idk who u treat worse. . .bt ithink it was me & 4 sum reason istill cnt get over it.
im better off not tlkn 2 u cuz wen ido tlk, l8er on iend up questionin of y ieven sayd anything in the 1st place.
wishes things can go bak 2 where we didnt even kno each other. ican handle that better. . .
until then. ima be super insensitive to other ppl's feelingz.
insensitive meets sensitive. . .?
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