happy bday from the college of my dreams=)

WEDDING RING MUSIC

j. holiday-suffocate



so ikno duh pics uh lil graphic. bt u get duh point rite? diz song iz sweet. iused 2 hate it cuz dey played it out. bt u neva really accept sumthn until its gone yah kno. diz iz uh nice song to play at uh wedding rite? =)

VENTING. . .

ughhh. tired of going thru duh same thing. for some reason icnt move on to new ppl. & icnt get away from duh ppl who hurt me b4. friends who u thot were friends make u question how long ur gonna be friends. irealized im one of duh bluntest ppl & act & speak then think l8er which iz why im so forgiving and full of apologies. can u blame me? smh. iwanna job so ican make money so ican buy the clothes duh men neva notice & stunt. still without duh job. iwant all duh boys ihave ever gaf about to fall in love me so ican hav a reason 2 be mean 2 them. sounds crazy rite? im tryna build and rebuild old friendships. dats me. iwant duh ppl who neva txt me to txt me more often. . .& at duh same time im tryna 4get about dese ppl. im ready for duh nxt boy dat ilyk so ican do all duh things ineva got duh chance to do wif duh old boys, prove duh points ididnt wif duh others, & actually make us worth sumthn. & really idnt feel lyk typin cuz ijus gotta bunch of question & thots dat have no answers. . .so if u dnt hear 4rm me in awhile, im not avoidin u or nuthn. ijus dnt feel lyk puttin any effort to tlk to nebody. im tired of rejection. . .*sighs*

forgive me for sayin ilove u.
forgive me for ever lovin u.
forgive me for thinkin ilove u.
forgive me for thinking ikno wat love is.
forgive me for cussing u out.
forgive me for lyking u.
forgive me for believing u. . .cuz u kno ineva trusted u.
forgive me for my secrets.
forgvie me for telling secrets.
forgive me for blushing on the inside.
forgive me for screamin on u.
forgive me for allowing u 2 get duh best of me.
forgive me for hating u.
forgive me for writing u letters.
forgive me for the letters u wudnt take.
forgive me for the letters u didnt reply to.
forgive me for putting you in my songz.
forgive me for caring about u.
forgive me for thinking we were friends.
forgive me for giving.
forgive me for thinking u cared.
forgive me for wasting my time.
forgive me for "jus get betta pt. 1"
forgive me for those nonstop texts.
forgive me for those calls.
forgive me for chasing u.
forgive me for trying.
forgive me for crying.
forgive me for touching u.
forgive me for bothering u.
forgive me for my stupidity.
forgive me for my feelings.
forgive me for blogging about u.
forgive me for losing feelings.
forgive me for not caring.
forgive me for ur heartbreak.
forgive me for leaving u.
forgive me for not forgiving u.

& diz goes out to evry boy & gurl, mostly referring to boys tho. . .

WEDDING RING MUSIC

songz dat shud've been on here:

avant-dont take your love away
jon b-they dont know
ashanti-rock wit u
& sum songz icnt remember @ duh moment. see u @ mah wedding=)

NEW MOTTO

dnt cry for uh guy, let uh guy cry for u.
cuz gurls give & forgive
bt guys get & forget. . .

bs. . .is another word for all of dat.