EVEN THO A NIGGA SUMTHN LYK MY EX IS FUKIN ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. . .

idnt wanna seem lyk iam always attackin him verbally. . .

bt im in a state of confusion & it sucks. its lyk idk whether 2 hate him or to jus tlk 2 him. bt its hard 2 look in sum1s face everyday knowin all the outrageous bs they did 2 u. . .

& then its lyk when ido tlk 2 u. . .iflip. switch moods lyk ring. & honestly ijus cnt maintain a stable emotion. . .

& since we never got 2 tlk about it. . .its still there. . .

that feeling of irrelevance & the thot of being takin advantage of & the feeling of meaning nuthn to u.

sum random gurl who takes ur virginity that u didnt even lyk that much & then her bestfriend who's secretly been in the pic all along, becomes the best you ever had.

idk who u treat worse. . .bt ithink it was me & 4 sum reason istill cnt get over it.

im better off not tlkn 2 u cuz wen ido tlk, l8er on iend up questionin of y ieven sayd anything in the 1st place.

wishes things can go bak 2 where we didnt even kno each other. ican handle that better. . .

until then. ima be super insensitive to other ppl's feelingz.

insensitive meets sensitive. . .?

iSWEAR IM THE WORST GRUDGE HOLDER EVER

so ican say ihate u. . .love u. waddeva. not tlk 2 u. bt eventually ialways end up givin in & tlkn 2 u or comin bak. idk wat this means. ialways do this 2 the ppl icare about or feel connected to. cuz any other strange niggaz ijus wudnt gaf. . .


iswear 4 a gurl with a intolerance for bs, itolerate the most bs 4rm the ppl icare about. . .smh.

which leads the nxt post.

iLYK BOYS THAT LYK 2 WEAR THEY TOES OUT.

LMAO. . .ifeel lyk a stlker. . .smh.

NICKI MINAJ. . .

is a monster 4real. . .she real. . .smh. watch out male rappers=)



sry 4 the ones. . .smh @ barbie


Monster

fav quote:
"my money so tall that my barbies gotta climb it!"



iwanna be ur barbie!!! lol.

TRULY INSPIRED BY BLOO. . .

*leaves dinner*

*gets on phone later that night*

*gettin ready 2 get off the phone*
him: inoticed wen itold u iloved you u didnt say it bak.

me: ummm. . . . .

him: say it. . .

me: *really fast in a non-meaning way* i love u. . .

him: bye.

me: bye.

*hangs up*

*sends txt*
me: i love you. . .=)


POINT?

DNT MAKE PPL THAT LOVE U SAY THAT THEY LOVE U. . .ESP IF U KNO U DNT LOVE THEM. OR @ LEAST TREAT THEM LYK U DNT. SMH. NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. . .

SONGZ OF THE WEEK. . .

lets combine both artist shall we??


Trey Songz ft. Drake-The Usual