PLEASE DNT CUSS GURL. . .

that dnt suit yah. . .


well fuk that. . .idnt wear suits neway!


iswear lyk i've never wanted 2 hate sum1 sooo much. smh. y do u lie so much? 4 no reason? about evrythang. . .useless stuff. lyk ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.! it disgusts me so badd. lyk idnt even have words 4 this. actions. . .

dnt look @ me. . . we dnt tlk. . .lets keep it that way.
ifeel lyk deletin u 4rm fb. & deletin yo number 4rm my phone. bt who wud ibe benefitin???


ughhh. this the last blog post im ever makin in reference towards u. . .go fuk urself. literally. . .

Y HAS NO ONE ELSE EVER DREAMED THIS BEFORE?

am ithe only 17 yr old tryin 2 explore?

#wise words from a decent gurl

live by sum advice this gurl kandy told u. . .the other day kandy told u that he cnt control u. . .which made u question is he really worth it? cuz u too nice & u jus dnt deserve it. . .






sn: learn 2 take my own advice(for future reference)

U WANT SOME RAINBOWS?

no bytch. iwant sum soda sandals=)

shawty got finger toes. lol. bt they're pretty. my fav sandals. my only sandals. smh.

-grades. . .want them 2 be perfecto. not happenin.
-scad. . .if idnt get accepted im blowin sumthn up.
-college. . .theres only 1 college ireally have my ♥ set out on.
-money. . .inever have so iwill never learn how 2 manage.
-job. . .if inever have experience who will ever hire me.
-clothes. . .not really nuthn 2 be stressed about, bt wen ilook igud, ifeel gud & nuthn can get in my way.
-hair. . .y cnt iever get it dun evry 2wks. ughh.
-nails. . .havent had them dun since april. . .wtf. . .smh.
-shoes. . .love them, cud have more if ihad sum money 2 buy them with.
-modeling. . .never did it, dk wen iwill getta chance 2 do it. most lykly wen igraduate, ianticipate on havin evry1 who doesnt believe in me 2 kiss my ass. *cough* prolly evry1 who knows me.
-boys. . .all of them have proven 2 be the same. wen's the next one gonna come around & screw me over. *spongebob voice* im ready.
-heart. . .wish ididnt have one & cud still live without it.
-exhaustion. . .one of the reasons ihate skool & cnt focus on hw wen icome home. too tired.

im pretty sure ican think of sum more things to add to this list bt these are jus things ithink pertain 2 my stress.

senioritis. . .here it comes. smh.

EVEN THO A NIGGA SUMTHN LYK MY EX IS FUKIN ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. . .

idnt wanna seem lyk iam always attackin him verbally. . .

bt im in a state of confusion & it sucks. its lyk idk whether 2 hate him or to jus tlk 2 him. bt its hard 2 look in sum1s face everyday knowin all the outrageous bs they did 2 u. . .

& then its lyk when ido tlk 2 u. . .iflip. switch moods lyk ring. & honestly ijus cnt maintain a stable emotion. . .

& since we never got 2 tlk about it. . .its still there. . .

that feeling of irrelevance & the thot of being takin advantage of & the feeling of meaning nuthn to u.

sum random gurl who takes ur virginity that u didnt even lyk that much & then her bestfriend who's secretly been in the pic all along, becomes the best you ever had.

idk who u treat worse. . .bt ithink it was me & 4 sum reason istill cnt get over it.

im better off not tlkn 2 u cuz wen ido tlk, l8er on iend up questionin of y ieven sayd anything in the 1st place.

wishes things can go bak 2 where we didnt even kno each other. ican handle that better. . .

until then. ima be super insensitive to other ppl's feelingz.

insensitive meets sensitive. . .?

iSWEAR IM THE WORST GRUDGE HOLDER EVER

so ican say ihate u. . .love u. waddeva. not tlk 2 u. bt eventually ialways end up givin in & tlkn 2 u or comin bak. idk wat this means. ialways do this 2 the ppl icare about or feel connected to. cuz any other strange niggaz ijus wudnt gaf. . .


iswear 4 a gurl with a intolerance for bs, itolerate the most bs 4rm the ppl icare about. . .smh.

which leads the nxt post.